
{"id":47,"date":"1998-09-20T19:12:21","date_gmt":"1998-09-20T23:12:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thedirtroad.net\/jeff\/journal\/1998\/09\/20\/equinox\/"},"modified":"2005-04-24T19:17:48","modified_gmt":"2005-04-24T23:17:48","slug":"equinox","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thedirtroad.net\/jeff\/journal\/1998\/09\/20\/equinox\/","title":{"rendered":"From The Top Of The Mountain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hey,<br \/>\n\tIt&#8217;s been a long, dreamy summer since I was on a farm somewhere in<br \/>\nIllinois.  Very little is the same since then, especially me, I guess.<br \/>\nAnyways, here I am, staring down at a new landscape from a familiar old rocky<br \/>\nface.  From this mountain top, I&#8217;ve seen the sun rise and the sun set during<br \/>\nthis year.  I&#8217;ve sung about the resurrection of my Savior here and I&#8217;ve seen<br \/>\nthe night sky light up above and below me.  From here, I can see the church<br \/>\nwhere I saw one of my main inspirations speak and sing and praise the Lord<br \/>\nonly months before his unexpected death.  I see a county where I spent the<br \/>\nfirst ten years of my life and I see another county where I spent the second<br \/>\nten years of my life, and I can&#8217;t call either of them home anymore.  That&#8217;s<br \/>\nneither here nor there.<\/p>\n<p>\tDuring the month of August, I gained about 2,000 miles on the road<br \/>\nas I drove across the Southeast for important meetings with important people.<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s a lot of driving.  Would I trade in any of that travel for the memories<br \/>\nI have?  Baseball on a steamy night in Chattanooga.  Hawaiian dinner in<br \/>\nNashville.  Champaigne and dancing at a wedding in Ocala.  Conversations by<br \/>\ncandlelight at 3AM in Savannah.  Not one mile, buster.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes By Step<br \/>\nSometimes the night was beautiful<br \/>\nSometimes the sky was so far away<br \/>\nSometimes it seemed to stoop so close<br \/>\nYou could touch it but your heart would break<br \/>\nSometimes the morning came too soon<br \/>\nSometimes the day could be so hot<br \/>\nThere was so much work left to do<br \/>\nBut so much You&#8217;d already done <\/p>\n<p>Oh God, You are my God<br \/>\nAnd I will ever praise You<br \/>\nOh God, You are my God<br \/>\nAnd I will ever praise You <\/p>\n<p>I will seek You in the morning<br \/>\nAnd I will learn to walk in Your ways<br \/>\n And step by step You&#8217;ll lead me<br \/>\nAnd I will follow You all of my days <\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I think of Abraham<br \/>\nHow one star he saw had been lit for me<br \/>\nHe was a stranger in this land<br \/>\nAnd I am that, no less than he<br \/>\nAnd on this road to righteousness<br \/>\nSometimes the climb can be so steep<br \/>\nI may falter in my steps<br \/>\nBut never beyond Your reach <\/p>\n<p>Oh God, You are my God<br \/>\nAnd I will ever praise You<br \/>\nOh God, You are my God<br \/>\nAnd I will ever praise You<br \/>\nI will seek You in the morning<br \/>\nAnd I will learn to walk in Your ways<br \/>\nAnd step by step You&#8217;ll lead me<br \/>\nAnd I will follow You all of my days<br \/>\n(Rich Mullins, Beaker)<\/p>\n<p>\tNow, the end is about to begin.  Life as I know it won&#8217;t be the<br \/>\nsame in less than a year from now, but I&#8217;ve got one last chance to live<br \/>\nthe college life.  Since this is it, grin and bear it and live every second<br \/>\nof it.  Don&#8217;t forget any of it, because it&#8217;s not coming by again.<\/p>\n<p>\tThat doesn&#8217;t mean I&#8217;m not looking forward to the next year.  That&#8217;s<br \/>\na whole new life I can&#8217;t wait to see.  Now I know what Rich Mullins means<br \/>\nwhen he sings that the &#8220;climb can be so steep.&#8221;  In fact, my life isn&#8217;t<br \/>\nmuch different than the climb up this mountain.  At every plateau, I think<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve reached the top, but I look up and the trail still leads on before me.<br \/>\nSo I keep going, eager to look over the edge and see what&#8217;s at the top.<\/p>\n<p>\tAnd what&#8217;s at the top?<\/p>\n<p>\tI&#8217;m not ready to see that yet.  I want the road to keep going up.<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know many ways that life can get better, but somehow I know, I can<br \/>\nfeel that it will be, and it won&#8217;t be anything I can comprehend.<\/p>\n<p>\tUntil then, stay for a song and save that dance for me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hey, It&#8217;s been a long, dreamy summer since I was on a farm somewhere in Illinois. Very little is the same since then, especially me, I guess. 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